A SEXUAL RENEGADE’S HARD-ASS ROAD TO GOD
A staunch atheist for 35 years, I ignored God’s miracles and lived through deep darkness. This book shares my journey from sin to redemption, ending with hope and transformation.
A staunch atheist for 35 years, I ignored God’s miracles and lived through deep darkness. This book shares my journey from sin to redemption, ending with hope and transformation.
Writing under the name Chason Hell, the author shares a raw and deeply personal journey in his book, A Sexual Renegade’s Hard-Ass Road to God. This gripping autobiography lays bare his turbulent life—marked by addiction, moral decline, and ultimately, his search for redemption. With unflinching honesty, Chason reflects on the choices he made, the damage left in their wake, and the hard-earned lessons that reshaped his path.
Raised in Michigan in the 1950s, Chason’s childhood appeared idyllic. He was surrounded by love and guided by hardworking parents who instilled in him the values of honesty and perseverance. But despite this strong foundation, he succumbed to a life of reckless behavior, addiction, and self-destruction. His story exposes the deep internal conflict he faced—chasing pleasure while battling the hollow emptiness that came with it.
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For 35 years, I was a staunch atheist, completely blind to the countless miracles God placed in my path—relentless signs urging me to acknowledge His presence. I stubbornly denied Him, even as my actions grew more reckless, leading me from one devastating ordeal to another.
This book dives deep into the turmoil of my mind during those years of self-destruction. But don’t be discouraged—it’s a story of redemption. No matter how dark the journey, there is always a way back to the light.
“I couldn’t put this book down. The author’s honesty about their crimes and the personal hells they went through is raw and real.”
“This story is about more than just personal tragedy. It’s about someone fighting against believing in God, despite seeing miracles. After so much pain and struggle, the way the author finds peace is deeply moving.”
“The book has a hopeful ending that makes the tough story worthwhile.”
“The author takes you through 35 years of denying God, living in pain, and committing crimes. But even with all the darkness, the way the book ends is full of light and hope.”